What’s a Quarantined Girl Supposed to Do?

Welcome to Word for the Week, the series in which I:

share my experience of hearing God’s Word in Mass last weekend,
explore what I believe the Lord is calling me to do about that Word, and
ask how this Word might impact your life, as well.

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This was a different kind of week. Here’s a photo with our daughter Mercedes who seems to be quite happy with our current at-home situation. My family also had "home church," as we now call it, last Sunday. Although we couldn’t be at Mass physically, it brought happy tears to my eyes to hear our kids sing church songs at the top of their lungs in our living room. 

My sister led us in a prayer for Spiritual Communion after we took turns proclaiming the Mass readings. The first word that stood out to me was “grief.” That sounded ominous, so I brushed it aside and listened for a different word instead. The second word that stood out was “try to find out what is pleasing to God,” which was more appealing. All told, it was a beautiful home church.

As I prayed about my Word for the Week since last Sunday, I recognized that the word that stood out initially was right on. “Grief” was indeed the trigger for a number of unshakable symptoms this week. For instance, there’s been a constant knot of tension in the base of my throat from subconsciously trying not to cry.

There has been much to grieve, surely. From the loss of life itself, to the loss of a semblance of balance and routine, many are grieving around the world. And while my family is in good health, the sadness of the global situation is palpable. There is also the uncertainty that accompanies the sudden loss of our income as a family. Thankfully, through my Word for the Week, I feel assured that the Lord is with me in this grief.

Meanwhile, the second part of my Word for the Week provided excitement and hope that there was something active to be done! To me, “Try to find out what is pleasing to God,” meant to find out what is pleasing to God in my precise, current circumstances.

I believe it is pleasing to God for me to keep singing, speaking, writing, and sharing the faith with people around the world. Not someday, hypothetically, but now. So I poured my heart out into a new music project last week! (More on that soon!)

Time and again we hear stories of God’s people who sing in the midst of their most challenging moment. The story of Shadrach, Meshach, Abednego comes to mind (Daniel 3). They were cast into a furnace for refusing to idolize a false god. Yet they prayed with passion and an angel of the Lord came to praise God with them! When they emerged from the furnace unharmed, the king who cast them into the fire exclaimed, “There is no other God who can rescue like this.”

Maybe you're feeling happy like Mercedes! But if you are grieving today, too, perhaps the Lord is inviting you to pray passionately in the midst of your experience. Let’s praise God even as the fire surrounds us, so to speak. Perhaps this could be a comforting prayer: “We trust that You are with us in this grief, Lord Jesus. Let your name be glorified in the midst of these flames. Lift others’ spirits through our praise. And when this trial passes, let us proclaim your love with all the more joy. Amen.”

P.S. Here's the link for a YouTube video that has been a huge encouragement this week, as well!

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